Missing Reference

Seriously, there is nothing more stressing than waiting for a reference letter to get into PTCAS and the early decision deadline is tomorrow night. I sent the request form back when the application first opened. Now, I am freaking out that the letter won't get in on time and I will have to wait until regular decision. It makes me sick just thinking that I won't be able to participate in early decision. I have no one else to turn to for this since it's only about a twenty four hour notice. I haven't been this freaked out since my transcript troubles. I hate waiting until the last minute to get things done, and this isn't making me feel better. I really do not want to do regular decision and apply to a bunch of other schools and waste even more money. This is why I hate relying on other people. There's always someone who doesn't follow deadlines and apparently you can't depend on them to do a small favor. I did not want to start my semester this way. I wanted to enjoy it and not have to worry about more applications and all of this. I know I will apply to other schools if this doesn't work out, but I really don't want to wait until February or March to figure out where I'll be spending the next three years of my life. I'd rather know next month. I guess I will have to wait until tomorrow to know for sure. I'll be praying/freaking out until this goes through. Wish me luck.